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AGONY
Agony – weakening me – I wanna flee Agony – increases my – anxiety I have to fight – I have to incite -myself- that I will not perish tonight. But if I will swoon, my death will come soon and I won’t suffer long in this plight. Ref.: This pang is so present, I never thought of such torment. It is so terrible, impossible, unbearable. Can you abate my ache, can-you-tell me what was my mistake? Do I deserve the pain, am-I-guilty-that I have-to-bear the strain? Agony – smashing me - out of sobriety Agony – it will be – destroying me I fall on my knees, please bring me ease. My Lord leave and rest me in peace. Now, it’s severe – I’m dying here. I’m pleading you: “help me, please” (Ref.) I say – that I’m on a one way. could be the end of my last day I never wanna feel this pain again and I never wanna join the strain again From now there is no step back- “what’e heck” such a whack climbing my neck You know what I mean, I won’t be serene in the spleen – yes, I could scream When I lay myself to sleep – last time I doze off, although I was tough, When my heart it stops to leap – will this be the crop, oh no! I say STOP! Agony –drilling humanity into insanity Agony –the corollary of profanity This hell will delete – me, in its heat. Mercy killing - a deceit Don’t make me weep – don’t make my flesh creep – don’t let the butchered drown in his bleed (Ref.) I say – that I’m on a one way. could be the end of my last day I never wanna feel this pain again and I never wanna join the strain again From now there is no step back- “what’e heck” such a whack climbing my neck You know what I mean, I won’t be serene in the spleen – yes, I could scream When I lay myself to sleep – last time I doze off, although I was tough, When my heart it stops to leap – will this be the crop, oh no! I say STOP! ... So deep within my heart – GO AND JUMP! Are you ready? So jump! R U ready? Let’s jump ! R U ready? Now jump ! R U ready? So jump ! R U ready? Go & jump ! I cannot be waking cause aching is making my face cramp It’s now appearing I’m fearing the nearing ‘f-this soul clamp I’m pegging out yelling and telling that pain is a rude swap My dignity’s melting not belting my spirit when will it STOP? ... So come on ... Not just my body it’s bloody not shoddy: my mental stress Mind also bleeding, exceeding this feeding ‘f-my CNS My blood, it is boiling the broiling makes me numbly disappear The question is not IF – it’s WHEN – my death is clear! Come on, come on: -AGONY- it is a due The price for the life, where we all have to go through “There is the rub!” – can imagine that you knew goodbye to the world – the next could may be YOU! R U ready? Let’s jump ! R U ready? Now jump ! R U ready? So jump ! R U ready? Go & jump ! Agony – highest degree of priority Agony – literally – the end of me I cannot oppose The pain, it overflows -my senses- it grows almost comatose Did I deserve these death pangs it in each nerv– the time has come – I’ll die, I suppose. (Ref.) I say – that I’m on a one way. could be the end of my last day I never wanna feel this pain again and I never wanna join the strain again From now there is no step back- “what’e heck” such a whack climbing my neck You know what I mean, I won’t be serene in the spleen – yes, I could scream When I lay myself to sleep – last time I doze off, although I was tough, When my heart it stops to leap – will this be the crop, oh no! I say STOP! ... So deep within my heart – GO AND JUMP! Are you ready? So jump! R U ready? Let’s jump ! R U ready? Now jump ! R U ready? So jump ! R U ready? Go & jump ! I cannot be waking cause aching is making my face cramp It’s now appearing I’m fearing the nearing ‘f-this soul clamp I’m pegging out yelling and telling that pain is a rude swap My dignity’s melting not belting my spirit when will it STOP? ... So come on ... Not just my body it’s bloody not shoddy: my mental stress Mind also bleeding, exceeding this feeding ‘f-my CNS My blood, it is boiling the broiling makes me numbly disappear The question is not IF – it’s WHEN – my death is clear! Come on, come on: -AGONY- it is a due The price for the life, where we all have to go through “There is the rub!” – can imagine that you knew goodbye to the world – the next could may be YOU! R U ready? Let’s jump ! R U ready? Now jump ! R U ready? So jump ! R U ready? Go & jump ! RA - THER DEATH THAN ... AGONY |
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